Hello Family and All,
Well I have survived yet another week!!! I only was sent 9 hours south to Manila, brought to the MRC (Missionary Recovery Center) which is located in the MTC (Missionary Training Center) and given the best rest of my life! Haha in all actuality it was a very growing experience for me to go to the MRC.
Never in my life have turned more to Our Savior for guidance and peace. Never have I felt the spirit so strongly then when I was with other missionaries who continued to struggle with various sicknesses and injuries. Yet we all seemed to rely more wholly upon prayer, fasting, and reading our scriptures. I can not express in words the Spirit that was felt during the Preach My Gospel discussions we had every night. The testimonies literally jumped steps every night.
With that said I am very happy to now be back in the field!!! We have gone back to work and hard! I am getting excited with some very prospective investigators and I have never been more motivated until now, even though I have never been rejected as much as I am being rejected by people now. I have people who won't even answer my simple questions of where someone lives because I am from a different belief. After attempted contacts like those, I honestly could only laugh.
At the same time I felt sorrow for our World today. What have people come to when they feel the need to bash on other peoples beliefs? How mature are you when you feel like you can't answer someones question of where a person lives because my faith is different from yours? In my opinion it is honestly a little depressing.
But I continue to smile and laugh, because my purpose as a missionary is to invite ALL to come unto CHRIST! What is a better responsibility than that? What could possibly give me more joy than that? I may be spit at, rejected, viewed at as not smart, seen as different from others, but I am still the happiest I could ever be. Because I represent the one true perfect person who has came to this Earth. His name is Jesus Christ. He was the perfect example, he gave us the way, showed us the plan for us, and became the mediator to atone for our imperfectness.
So now it is my responsibility to represent him as best as I can for a mere 2 years of my life. For years, I had to answer peoples questions about our church in high school and middle school. But I was never ashamed of who I am, I am a Latter Day Saint. I had people tell me all kinds of things about my beliefs, but I was never disheartened. In fact, it only gave me opportunities to grow in my testimony.
Other people aren't gonna stand up for MY beliefs because that's just it. These are MY beliefs. That is my advice to you mom, and to everyone else who reads this email. Stand up for YOUR beliefs because no one else will, no one else can, not even the closest of friends or other loved ones.
You may not be perfect, you may fall short, you may be out numbered, but you will never lack the power or strength necessary because He is on your side. Jesus Christ. That was what I learned in High School. That is why I would literally have to sometimes stand in front of the class and answer questions about what I believe in. That is why I serve a mission. That's why I continued to fight going home, even when I struggled to catch my next breathe. And yes, I am very serious when I say there were times I didn't know if I was going to be alive to get home. Because I know that this church is true. Because I know that Jesus Christ LIVES, He loves us, and has prepared us all a way to come back into the presence of our Heavenly Father.
It is now our responsibility to decide how prepared we will be to meet Him. And because this work is the most important work I could be doing. I am not a perfect missionary, I am not perfect at Tagalog, but I can testify that Jesus Christ and Our Heavenly Father live. They live and continue to guide me as I go throughout my mission. I will never be afraid to testify of what I know is true because I have the strongest person on my side. My challenge to all of you is to stand for your beliefs. Because that is where you will find the greatest of joy and the true happiness that comes from the gospel of Jesus Christ. Who is on your side?